Firstly, if you don't know who Angus Diaries is, he is a White Nationalist and Anti-Zionist vlogger on YouTube. He is relatively unknown outside the WN community and he has roughly 147 subscribers on YouTube. Perhaps some of you have seen his comments here on Revolution and Progress in the past.
His YouTube channel
I didn't really want to make this article about Angus because you know what my views are on infighting within the WN movement but something so strange has happened the other day that I feel that it is necessary to make this and show you what played out on YouTube between myself and Angus.
And, Angus if you're reading this and I'm sure you might considering you said the other week that you're an avid reader of Revolution and Progress you should count yourself lucky because I was pondering the option of making a video about this but following some advice from fellow Nationalists I changed my mind and have decided to simply blog about it instead.
What happened:
Firstly here are all the messages I got on the night of 14th february 2013 (3 days ago) and as you can see, he seems quite intent on bringing up the subject of me moving to the USA. He sent 12 messages to my inbox as well as spamming one of my recent videos. I blocked him after he sent the 12th private message and for good reason as you'll see below.
Here is the first PM I received from Angus, where he informs me I can 'help the UK' better from the USA. He tells me to move to his home town of Pittsburgh.
His second PM explaining how I could 'bring attention' to the cause in Pittsburgh.
His next PM was a reply to a message I sent telling him to stop spamming my video and inbox with "move to the USA" messages.
His next PM, he begins to get a little emotional saying "you have been kicked around and kicked around and kicked around" and once again telling me I should move to the USA.
In his next PM he begins to freakout because I wasn't ringing him. He posts his number twice in this PM and posts "if I were a nut of freak I could find any young kid in america ect GODAMN!!!!". I hadn't accused him of any such intentions which made it even more strange, why would he bring that up when I never suggested such a thing?
Angus then says "YOU MAKE ME MAD! and "You don't listen and you bitch", so at this point he is outright insulting me for simply not phoning him.
Angus then posts his number yet again and bizzarely posts "INCLUDE MY VIKING ASS" and "Call me lets make a video sean Please listen I am ABOUT WHITE RIGHTS".
And then finally after skipping another random "Move to USA sean for American backing ect." message I got this one, at which point I blocked him. In his words "You will do whats right or i ll make you.... what is what will happen bret"
So after that last message and what could only be described as a threat because I refused to agree to move to the USA or phone his number we can fully take in the fact that this man is either clearly disturbed or he's not who we think he his.
Which ultimately bears the question, just who is Angus Diaries? An agent provocateur, a fruitcake, an extremist nazi perhaps? All I know is that if he's doing this to me and bear in mind he has always been kind to me then he's most likely doing this to other people.
Please do not harass Angus, I did not make this article so people would go and shout abuse at him. I made this article so people in our community could know more about the person we call Angus Diaries and who he really is.
Cheers.
Idk Sean, world is very strange place, all sort of people live in it. I did saw some of the videos of Angus Diaries (while reading comment section on yours videos, directed to his channel) and in some things, i do agree with him, but in some i do not. Without taking personal opinion about Angus Diaries, i need to say one thing. Some people are not lucky enough to grow up, but I'm glad you doing well in that manner. Cheers.
ReplyDelete@Madpiltzer, I happen to think many of Angus Diaries' comments are amazingly eloquent. For example, he once gave an exposition of white self-hate by stating that whites' attitude towards other races needs to change, and that presently their attitude to non-whites is, "it's your world, I just live in it," which I thought was very well-expressed. His non-abusive comments are the best I've seen.
ReplyDeleteEqually, however, he does seem a bit strange/questionable or unstable. My advice; enjoy his comments, but keep your distance. Obviously don't contact him or meet him.
Yes, very true. To be the recipient of PMs like that would be unsettling to say the least.
Delete@Madpiltzer I read this 5 days ago and found it as ridicules then as I do now even more ridicules are the implications.. Repressed homosexual? Off balance mentally? If I were a "repressed homosexual" Im very sure I could "act out" that "repressed" desire in another form than standing by white nationalism were I couldnt find view points that supported that behavior etc..
DeleteI wasnt even going to respond to this blog but after reading these shameful slanderous comments I felt it necessary to defend myself and actions first of all I was drunk and mixing that with a prescription drug for my allergy's and secondly I was sitting their reading all the abuse Marmiteman4 was getting on his Black Pope video. I have well over 147 subscribers zero criminal record and no repentance for suggesting what I did suggest I was defending him and he knows that.. With 147 subs dont you think their might be people on my profile I could harass? Not one of them will say such non-sense because I never even message any of them women men boys or girls.
This blog is slander and an attempt to take shots at my character.. Ask yourself one question why does Marmiteman4 and RamzPaul both come up with things that are now drifting further and further away from the problem which is zionism?
Their can be little doubt Ive already become aware of that and no threats but only Id like to see videos that stay on base..
Theirs an old (very old) american saying it goes "Reputation takes a life time to build but yet can be destroyed in a matter of seconds."
My rep is as strong as ever.
@Madpiltzer You were subbed to me as many others still are.. I have made the mistake of standing up to the very abuse Ive seen and maybe I wasnt as articulate as I needed to be..
DeleteOne thing you will never see on my profile is 1.Me asking for any form of donations.
2.Me talking about issues non-relevant to white rights or white struggle.
In my opinion this blog is non-sense and wild speculation and I hope Marmiteman4 does do a video about me because at least then he wont be able to dodge issues of white rights he'll have to point out heres what "Angus" says on such in such or whatever etc.
That to me might prove more amusing than Black Popes,UFO's,Space Aliens or what ever else he comes up with off topic.
You people should be ashamed of yourselves not me.. This is just one more sad attempt at finding a topic when its apparent RamzPaul and MarmiteMan4 seem to be fishing for these days etc..
Thanks for the Plug Sean.
@Think About It For Fuck's Sake..Thank you.. My comments and post like my videos are eloquent and to the point just like my videos.. I didnt even need to respond to this but I rationalized the hard weekend I'd had and it all blew up when I saw all those people attacking someone I considered was just like me.
DeleteShit excuse but its true.
I said I was drinking SO WHAT ok. thats enough also Ive been on his profile for years and never even message him.. I post on his vlogs thats it..Also how in the hell can someone say sorry when their blocked? You unsubbed me because of this blog he wrote and again in my opinion its all over reacting..
DeleteIf we all sit around and tear each other apart thats why things dont get done NO UNITY.. Differences of opinion sure but no unity is the main thing..This blog is evidence of that if anything else..
If I myself say that I do not even message ANY of my friends or subs I dare you to challenge that truth.. Rarely if ever. I was drinking and something interacted with it Im not sure but I was mad when I saw all those people attacking a friend and it set me off.. Homosexual no protective yes.
I do not need to defend my reputation because anyone that knows me can speak for me in that regard.. Im mad at myself for P/M Marmiteman4 that many times and being emotional but he can tell you himself any time I ever sent him a P/M I was sound and reasonable etc also he can count them on 1 hand.. This situation was a result of something that I thought I saw and I was really stressed out and not seeing clearly but I see this clearly and its over reaction.
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@Sean: what I said to Madpiltzer above. You're the one he's trying to contact, but I know you're a smart enough guy to keep your distance.
ReplyDeleteI think he is sincere and knowledgeable about the cause, but he is clearly unstable. You can see that when you watch his videos.
Thanks for the feedback.
DeleteI don't think we need mentally unstable people in our movement, even if they're 'sincere and knowledgeable', especially if they're outspoken. I mean if Angus ever gained media attention it would be a PR disaster for the WN movement.
We need to keep the crazies away or else people won't take us seriously.
Damn right. This is a common tactic of our enemies, to make us seem like a bunch of freaks. Someone like poor Angus would play right into their hands.
DeleteShalom, Sean.
ReplyDeleteThis is Rabbi Lipschitz. I had several comment exchanges with this "AngusDiaries" fellow on Youtube. He has left psychotic abusive comments against me. Also he directly calls for the genocide of the Jewish race/religion. Even though I am an Orthodox Jewish Rabbi, who supports European/Jewish Western Civilization. I explained that to him, and he still harassed me, and told me " I deserved to die in the holocaust".
As a Jewish Nationalist I believe that Jews have a right to Israel, and Europeans have a right to own European countries.
G-d said in the Old testament/ Torah, that race mixing is adultery.
Finally, a Jew who acknowledges that Europeans have just as much right to keep out foreigners as Israelis do to keep out foreigners from their land.
DeleteI don't agree with everything you say but I would stay away from this guy. I did a few vids about him and he lost the plot big time, All I am trying to do is understand and have discussion/ debates with WN or nationalist. But it seams that violence is the only way he can deal with things.
ReplyDeleteVery strange indeed, Sean.
ReplyDeleteAt best he was drunk; at worst, he is in full blown meltdown.
Eitheways, steer clear mate.
Marmiteman4 would say to ANYTHING I just posted "Welp its your fault mate don't say dum shit."
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how this mentality works.. Ive meet so many people that think their smarter than me.. Perhaps hes right perhaps I shouldnt "Post dum shit" but perhaps just perhaps this is over reactionism at its best ehh? For 2 years Ive been on his profile and dont even bother to message him..
He gets a flurry of messages and says "Ok heres me next topic" Sad sad sad.
I need friends not traitors. If I stand by anyone I expect them to show some measure of responsibilty back other than trying to get me killed.
Mate – honestly, you need to calm down and take stock. You sound unhinged.
DeleteNah..Do you realize how many people on my channel make negative counter productive comments on a given day? The majority ok? I don't go on a witch hunt for them and try to make them look like assholes by show-casing everything they do and say in a bad light.
DeleteI myself can make an angel appear as a demon and a demon appear as an angel if that were the case.. The media does that same garbage all the time as a matter of fact.
I have people send me messages way worse than anything he has posted and depending on the circumstance and my respect level for that individual I either block them or message back for them to clean it up.
Now if its a nationalist esp W/N I spend time on that decision more than any other one..
MarmiteMan4 I think should have blocked me but he might have at least reasoned in his mind "Hey this Angus fellow seems to be acting alittle out of character maybe I'll at least wait until the next day and block him after all he never even messages me this is unlike what Im used to from him."..Etc.
I was blocked in the first 15 min. Then the next day we get a full blog telling everyone to "Distance themselves from Angus Diaries" and "We all need to know who Angus Diaries really is" etc.
Nah Im not coming unhinged this is slander.
Alittle understanding goes a long way Ive blocked so many people Ive lost count but I dont dedicate a Blog to try to further make them look insane.
But thats what you have here.Now my choice is to drop it or defend myself correct? I will drop it. I wont apologize because this blog goes beyond me being able in good conscience to do that.. I wont make a video response and I wont bother this guy with trash talking him and explaining how I feel about crap like this..
I explained I was drinking I explained I was very upset and not seeing clearly and I explained that this is not normal of me and he cant even deny that much.
To say I would be a disaster in public relations is not true. I can represent myself just fine and my actions.. If I did this to anyone all of my friends would swear me off because they know themselves that all white people today are dealing with more stress more adversity than any other peoples on this planet.
I will drop it but I will in no ways apologize after this slander.. I could have said any damned thing I wanted "Someone hacked my channel" or "This isnt the whole story" or "I never remember posting that" The make and mark of character and leadership must be first take responsibility for your actions and that I have done.
Fair enough, mate; I don’t know you at all, but as I posted earlier, I suspected drink may have played a part. It happens.
DeleteBut I still would advise just taking a deep breath and an inventory of what all this is: Just internet shenanigans.
If it makes you feel stressed, sad or mad – just give it a break; go live your life offline for a while. That’s what is important. The online element, not so much.
You know yourself much of online life isn't even remotely sincere, largely fueled by polemicists and tolls sheltered from the consequences of their actions by distance and / or anonymity. Would 99% of these negative / abusive, etc comments you get on your channel happen in real life - ‘meat space’ - if people actually had to stand in front of their targets and say it to their face? Of course not. It just the Net, and its just idiots on the Net.
I used to run a blog for a few years (associated with this account name) and it attracted a lot of attention – good; it also attracted a lot of animosity, I expected that. I had a policy of never censoring comments, which I still believe in; however, of course that led to every kind of depravity described and threatened, most especially at my family.
Did I take the threats seriously? To a small degree- instinctively - but of course rationally, I know it was all just malicious hot air: I had deliberately chosen anonymity, posted using socks chains, etc. so even if any one of these people actual had actual intent, they wouldn't have had the means.
But did it stress me out? Sure; and of course wading through so much hate and negativity each day has to take an effect on your real life.
So, some positive messages out there - I closed it down and took a break.
Actually that break has lasted just over 4 years now. I still comment and help out others, but I still don’t feel like wading through all that shit again.
Real life is just too important to degrade with online nonsense.
Take care.
Angus, ignore these people. Brits do nothing but incite hatred in this world.
DeleteIf not an agent provocateur, then psychologically troubled ..for now. The good news is that people do improve and recover with continued effort. They can recover from being obsessive about certain things, from inordinate anger, from being unrealistic about things, etc.
ReplyDeleteAnd frankly, writing regularly for a reasonable and normal audience that gives some feedback can probably help a lot. Even just the discipline of writing coherently with accurate spelling and grammar probably helps folks overcome emotion/cognition problems.
Everybody has to start somewhere, and assuming this person has some sincere interest in the independent self-governance of nations ...and maybe fairness in general, he can probably overcome whatever odd ideations he might be prone to currently.
One of the signs of recovery for most people is the development of a good-natured sense of humor that indicates a sense of perspective .. especially about themselves.
I believe this whole MM4 vs AD issue is foolish on both parts. Surely, AD has some serious personal issues; but, it shouldn't be exacerbated.
ReplyDeleteSo, I am deleting any comments about the guy (if possible) since they were highly critical and perhaps cruel.